Wednesday, August 27th, 2008
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1:54 pm - not dead.
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pretty sure no one looks at this anyway, but just a heads up if so -- not dead.
that is all :P
current mood: aliveish
current music: keane - sunshine
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Monday, October 16th, 2006
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1:32 pm - updating whoo!
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Friday, September 29th, 2006
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10:34 am - junk dump
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Wednesday, September 27th, 2006
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1:48 pm - zomg
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Friday, September 22nd, 2006
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11:39 am - pchat
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dahlia being emo as always. was drawn yesterday or the day before, i forget.
too lazy to journal cut.
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Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006
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4:33 pm
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Tuesday, August 15th, 2006
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7:56 am
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Monday, August 14th, 2006
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10:58 am
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Monday, August 7th, 2006
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9:35 pm - more and more pchat...
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Friday, August 4th, 2006
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10:03 pm - ...yeah.
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6:02 pm - more art..
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Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
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10:59 am
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i editted the colours for my journal. cos this place apparently
makes you pay to make a custom layout. what bullshit xD;
anyway, i think i am gonna start using this jorunal to post some
of the junk art that doesn't make it onto my art site or my DA site.
cos there is like...a looott of art I never post on either...
( 7 pchat. 2 workart. )
current mood:  okay
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Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
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9:10 pm - lawl...
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Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
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10:20 am - :;scream::
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>> Haha, I am totally not using pitas anymore. I was just posting a comment in a journal here and wanted to see my old posts while I was at it.
Then again. Maybe I shouldn't. I bet I was a whiney kid. e_e
Current journal: something stinks
current mood:  aggravated
current music: 'noughts' [again :l] - loveless
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Wednesday, October 1st, 2003
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1:38 pm - >_> the fuck?
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i decided to...give myself a new icon..since I come here to read friend's journals and comment on them..e.e;; andshit.
i was surprised to find this thing was still alive tho'.
i'm still using pitas: fleur.de.mal ...yeah.
current mood:  amused
current music: I'm a rocketmaaannn~ ROCKETMAAANN!
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Saturday, April 14th, 2001
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11:41 pm - Hmm -- goodbye cruel world.
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Heh -- no, just..goodbye journal. 6_6 Live journal, anyway. I've started a new thing on pitas.com.
See? I really like Live Journal, but that place is more appealing and like...everyone I know's on that anyway. XD If like..anyone cares to keep intouch or whatever -- vix venack@aol.com or reticent vigil@aol.com.
Takami -- I'll get those pics to you sooooon! o_o!
current mood: amused
current music: Ben Folds Five - brick
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10:32 am - ....e.e;
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I'm going to see Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon today. Mwaaa. It better be as good as they say it is......hmmmm..I really need to go take a shower, tho'...^^ ::Wave.:: I'll ramble about my day later -- y'know, after it happens! ^^
current mood:  dirty
current music: Mono - life in mono
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Friday, April 13th, 2001
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6:30 pm - Whoo..x.x
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Hm..my day was decent today and for that I am...supremely happy. Outdoor Ed. Heh. It was so windy out and we had to go across the lake [which is pretty big...^^;]. We were going into the wind both times 'cause the wind shifted. I'm gonna get some arm muscles, everyone..! Finally! XD
Yes. After school, I started working on a war poster advertisment for History -- I'm using the 'entertainment' factor. I found some pics of Hitler and I'm drawing on them to make him very feminine and wearing dresses and stuff...and his lil 'salute' thing is the 'beauty queen-esque waving greeting'...My Teacher, Michelle, thought what I've done so far is pretty funny. [I titled the poster, "Man of DIGNITY!!"
Hitler makes a nice woman.
Anyway..^^; I'm really hungry and sleeeepppyy as much as ever. I was doing power strokes in the canoe soooo .. o_o; I drained myself so bad. But I finally got my FY posters. They're so pretty. ^_^
OH! I finally finished chapter four of my Venack story! Last night..^^; I'm about to go HTML it onto the page now. o_o And that's the end up part one of my story!! I'm gonna start part two veryvery soon and I'll put up a teaser for it. I dunno if anyone's really reading it or will even care to stick around to see the whole thing because it's kinda soap-opera like in a way...only with a lot of blood. ^^;
Anyway -- check it.
www.angelfire.com/sd/venack
Later. ^_^;
current mood:  artistic
current music: ..various Yasonori Mitsuda pieces. He rules.
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Thursday, April 12th, 2001
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9:17 pm - .....I can't believe this... I can't fucking believe this!
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Okay, my own MOTHER just accused me of smoking... and looking at my post from earlier, it just makes me feel like I'm about to break down. Dude, she just comes into my room and was like, "Why are you burning incense in here all the time?"
"...that's left over from three days a--"
"Oh God, your smoking...aren't you?"
".........."
Uhgngn...my own MOTHER. She thinks I'm going to screw up my life with drugs that I've never even TOUCHED. I was burning incense like a mofo a few days back because I spilt milk on my carpet and didn't get it all up so my room had a really bad smell. I can't stand being looked down upon like this -- it happens all the time. I get blaimed for so many things I don't do and now from my own mother. I just...feel like crying now. She thinks I'm gonna screw my life over with drugs like my dad and sister [yes, that's why I'm so against it -- mostly because my dad is dead over it and my sister got in bad trouble]. I'm just...tired. I know she's only worried she's gonna lose me too, but she compares me to them all the time, "that's what your sister said..." or, "that's how things were with your father..." and how am I supposed to reply to that to get it through her head? I've tried a thousand times and she says she understands -- but she doesn't. She always says something.
I need to get away from here...for a while. Or something. I need to sleep.. ::Sigh.:: Maybe I'll feel better after I sleep.
current mood: Dejected/betrayed
current music: Elecrtic Skychurch - River Concience
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7:56 pm - .Antischool.Antienergy.Antidrug.
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Not much to say -- last few days have been shitty as ever and I've been so loaded with work I never have time to do what I like anymore without a teacher, like a guard from a prison, turning over my shoulder and stealing the precious things from me. I'm so tired of that prison-esque school -- I'm going to drop I think. Go for my GED [a High School diploma substitute] -- my scores say I'd pass it by far [I'm college level, they say] except in Math and for that, I could tolerate a few weeks, months if need be, of Math classes that might be a few hours long.
The only reason I attempt there is because of one class -- Outdoor Ed. I love that class; it's the only one I enjoy and going to hell is worth that small piece of pleasant experiences. We're canoeing down a river next Friday.
Anyway, I dunno if I said anything of it, but I'm really anemic. My doctor told me to take Vitamin B for it and it'd make me feel better and I'd be less sleepy as well -- no change so far. In fact, I think I'm more tired than ever. It's harder to concentrate on anything anymore. I hope I don't randomly pass out during our canoeing trip -- I doubt it would help me to escape the aligators.
I was offered to smoke out the other day by one of the girls at school -- a new one. I said no and she was like, "at least ONCE!" It's the first time someone has actually pursued in my answer. I said no again and she backed off. I hate that. I'm total straight edge [save being vegetarian] and I've never even thought about trying it before. Ever. It's stupid. I hate it. I hate it. It kills people right away, despite what they might think. They just die because it's all they want -- just the goddamn, fucking drugs and it makes me sick to watch them spiral. I hate it. I can't stress it enough and they really don't care what other people think. They don't care that I cried when I found out what they were doing. They didn't give a shit -- they think it's nothing wrong, like soon they won't find murder so wrong either. Dammit, I'm ranting and I don't give a shit, I just really need to get this out. ::Sigh.:: I think I'm done though.
....
..just what I was thinking about.
current mood: Mixed -- sad/poetic/supressed
current music: Ben Folds Five - Mess
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