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not dead.

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 20:56:21 GMT

pretty sure no one looks at this anyway, but just a heads up if so -- not dead.

that is all :P

updating whoo!

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 20:37:16 GMT

Choose twelve of your original characters in any particular order
(NO PEEKING AT THE QUESTIONS AT THIS STAGE!). Then, answer
the questions that follow:

Charas:
1. Vix: teh main chara of d*s, she is a dhampir and is generally
a nice girl who tends to have very bad things happen to her... =( it's
cos of what she is. And...who... ::ominous nod.::

2. Kou: a vamp/dhampir hybrid, he pretty much is Vix's bodyguard
and eventually is also her lovie 8D He's kind of moody and angsty, but
around Vix [or Arlie] he's really goofy and cute 8D

3. Lysander: Vix's daddy, a vamp. He smokes a lot and is
generally an asshole. He runs a group of unhumans who are fighting
for a better life for their kind. Mostly, though, he's just an asshole.

4. Arliss: Vix's best friend -- she's a werewolf. She's a total
prankster and is pretty goofy. She'll evebtually be the leader of her
werewolf pack.

5. Seon: Father of all vamps, or so the lore goes. He's pretty
egotistical and is obsessed with his old lovie, Anonelbe, who it is said that
he himself killed. =O Make up your mind, dude!

6. Arianna: Lysander's wifey, mother of Vix... she is a human
with some psychic powers..mostly just the ability to have visions,
and a vague talent for telekinesis...which she is not that good at, so
she doesn't use it... She's fiercely maternal. Really.

7. Annie: Seemingly a figment of Vix's imagination, Annie
haunts Vix's dreams and at times possesses her. No one is quite
sure who she is, but everyone pretty much hates her...cos she's
sooo creepy. XD;

8. Trina: Lysander's vampire sire. She leads an opposing group
to his. She's pretty much insane, but no one is sure why, and there are
some who say she wasn't always that way...

9. Dana: Trina's lovie [sort of] and second in command of their
group, she is Kou's Sire, and therefore also a vamp/dhamp hybrid.
She is impulsive and cruel, but has a soft spot for children [being
unable to ever have her own, even when she was human] and can
even be pretty funny at times. Must be a british thing. =D

10. Ezekiel [or just Zeke]: The only known son of Seon, he
is thought to be the first Dhampir, and thought to be.. Extremely.
Old. He's rather quiet and serious. Not much is known about him,
but he seems very opposed to his father for some reason.

11. Senhalou: A unicorn and the niece of the leader of her
kind. Unicorns are basically the knowledge keepers of the unhumans,
so she's a total brain and likes to talk about what she knows.

12. Brayden: Sired by Kou, Bray is also a vamp/dhamp hybrid.
He has a strange power over fire, a rare ability that many would want
to take advantage of. That is if he lets them near him 8D Bray is playful
and good natured, but he tends to be a bit self loathing for some reason.

01) Who would make a better college professor, 6 (Arianna) or
11 (Senhalou)? What subjects would they teach?
Lmao, Halo all the way. She's full of knowledge and can ramble like
there's no tomorrow. She'd probably teach some sort of history class,
but she knows a lot, so she could really teach anything....

02) Do you think 2 (Kou) is hot? How hot?
8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I'd fuck'm in teh assssssssssss!!!!!!!1
That is if i had a dick... Sure. he has that eye scar [which would look
naaaaaaaaasty IRL] but that can always be covered by an eyepatch
with +10 to sexy on it. Awwwriiightttt.

03) 12 (Brayden) sends 8 (Trina) on a mission. What is it, and does
it succeed?
Lawl, he's probably send her on some disgustingly dirty job just as payback
for all the crap she did to him when he was imprisoned by her. On the other
hand, I can't see Trina taking orders from anyone but herself, so she might
just try to kill him instead.

04) What is or would be 9's (Dana) favorite book?
Lawl, I can't imagine her reading that many books that would warrant a
favourite. She's more of someone who would read for the purpose of
studying something... she's sort of obsessed with children tho, so maybe
her favourite book would be something aobut reproduction >_>;???????

05) Would it make more sense for 2 (Kou) to swear fealty to 6
(Arianna), or the other way around?
Kou pretty much has done that XDDD I don't think he'd do like..
*anything* for her... ::wierd thoughts..:: ... but he'd never betray
her. He respects her a lot 8D

06) For some reason, 5 (Seon) is looking for a roommate. Should
he/she share a studio apartment with 9 (Dana) or with 10 (Zeke)?
XDDDD ::dies.:: seeing as Dana kind of wants to kill him, he might choose
Zeke.... On the other hand, he and Zeke [father and son] are on bad terms....
so he might opt for Dana just so he can fuck with her the whole time 8D;;;
Seon is a bit of a dick.

07) 2 (Kou), 7 (Annie) and 12 (Brayden) have dinner together.
Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
That sounds totally normal except for the fact that Annie would be
there...XD;;;;;;; I'd imagine them going to someplace casual and
sitdown, maybe like a dennies or a chili's... I think Kou and Brayden
would prolly be trying to talk and Annie would just...sit there and be
creepy and just make them too nervous to say much XD;;;

08) 3 (Lysander) challenges 10 (Zeke) to a duel. What happens?
Errr... Lysander's bark is a lot worse than his bite. I'm not sure
what reason he'd have to fight Zeke, and I can't even imagine Zeke
taking him seriously. Don't get me wrong, tho, Lysander's a pretty
strong guy for his age. He's just no match for Zeke. XD;

09) If 1 (Vix) stole 8's (Trina) most precious possession, how would
s/he get it back?
::slow glance to Dana.:: I don't know if Vix would uhhh..want that, but
if she did, Trina's answer to pretty much anyhting is "CHOP IT OFF!"
Fortunately, Vix isn't the type to uhhh..steal....people............
especially people she has a burning hatred for.

10) Suggest a title for a story in which 7 (Annie) and 12 (Brayden)
both attain what they most desire.
I had nothing good for this, so:
Kpr Of Time io (10:35:02 AM): Sex and the World: A True Story
Kpr Of Time io (10:35:04 AM): xD
Kpr Of Time io (10:35:11 AM): Sex = what Brayden's wants
Kpr Of Time io (10:35:16 AM): World = what Annie wants
v i x venack (10:35:18 AM): LMAOAOAOAOAA

11) If 7 (Annie) visited you for the weekend, how would you
get along?
she might hit on me some, but for the most part i'd spend my time hiding
in closets, waiting for her to fall asleep so i can use the bathroom and eat
food without worrying about running into her. >>;

12) What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 (Arliss)
and 1 (Vix) to work together?
Seeing as they're best friends . . . the question is more, what kind of
trouble would they get into. xD;

13) If you could command 3 (Lysander) to perform any one task
or service for you, what would it be?
=D ...

14) Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11 (Senhalou)?
Dude, *I* barely draw her. The poor bia. I get more fanlove for Karasu
[not listed] and Vix/Kou than anything else. Sorry Halo.....

15) If 2 (Kou) had to choose sides between 4 (Arliss) and 5 (Seon),
which would it be?
Arliss, for the love of fuck. Seon is only trying to steal and/or kill his
girlfriend and pretty much destroy anything else that walks or breathes.
Arlie just pranks him from time to time... tho that could at times be
enough to sway his view on it.....

16) What might 10 (Zeke) shout while charging into battle?
Nothing at all, for he is silent but deadly like a fart.

17) If you chose a song to represent 8 (Trina), which song would you
choose?
Probably Space Dementia by Muse, cos all she wants and exists for is
a buncha chaos 8D

18) 1 (Vix), 6 (Arianna), and 12 (Brayden) are having dim sum at a
Chinese restaurant. There is only one scallion pancake left, and they
all reach for it at the same time. Who gets to eat it?
Looking at the answer that was here before, I can't think of any other
outcome for this. Brayden would totally just take it and Vix and Arianna
would be too nice to really say anything about it. The sad thing is,
Brayden wouldn't even notice. xD;

19) What might be a good pick-up line for 2 (Kou) to use on 10 (Zeke)?
YES YAOI!! Lmao XD Hmmm... oh man, something corny... Kou's not
really a ladies man -- err...or a man's man. He's just not good at flirting.

20) What would 5 (Seon) most likely be arrested for?
Indecent exposure 8D;;;;; ... that or genocide, not sure which.

21) What is 6's (Arianna) secret?
She's pretty open so I can't see her actually having many secrets. xD;

22) If 11 (Senhalou) and 9 (Dana) were racing to a destination, who
would get there first?
Dana would probably spend most of her time trying to sabotage Halo's
progress, but Halo is really lucky, so I'm sure she'd be able to avoid all
the traps and win anyway xD

23) If you had to walk home through a bad neighbourhood late at night,
would you feel safer in the company of 7 (Annie) or 8 (Trina)?
Oh God ;_;... I'd ask one of the neighborhood thugs to escort me instead Dx

24) 1 (Vix) and 9 (Dana) reluctantly team up to save the world from the
threat posed by 4's (Arliss) sinister secret organization. 11 (Senhalou)
volunteers to help them, but it is later discovered that he is actually a
spy for 4 (Arliss). Meanwhile, 4 (Arliss) has kidnapped 12 (Zeke) in an
attempt to force their surrender. Following the wise advice of 5 (Seon),
they seek out 3 (Lysander), who gives them what they need to complete
their quest. What title would you give this fic?
lmao@question o_O;;; .. "The Completely Awesome Nevergonnahappen Adventure!"

had so much fun with this XDD if anyone does this, link it to me so
I can read it XD

junk dump

Fri, 29 Sep 2006 17:47:29 GMT

dahlia and seven. had a slayers pic stuck in my head when i drew this. slayerspic. ::love@slayersXD::

succubus from RO...

raiy and dahlia as kids stumbling across a severely beaten seven... so much for a blushy 'omg lookit the cutie 8D' first meeting.

demi and arlie.. lawl.

kou and vix... i dunno.

old old old work sketch. it's a joke from my dream*scar story/manga... if you've read it you know who he is.

guy at work gave me a suggestion for a drawing [i was stumped.] he was like, "balls." meaning sports stuff. i was like ":[" ... it's trent and rose.

zomg

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 20:50:08 GMT

tiny dahlia pic. xD

pchat

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 18:44:46 GMT

dahlia being emo as always. was drawn yesterday or the day before, i forget.

too lazy to journal cut.

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 00:02:14 GMT

do i really want to know myself?
so i want to see?
what i'm wonderin' every morning is
who's it gonna be today?
staring in the mirror
tell me, who is that under my skin,
and what's the reason it's here for...?

what is my own true face?
tell me what is my own true face...

in my heart, in my head
there's a place that only we
could know
it is there
that we meet
we can share our selves
and let our feelings show

so I sleep and I dream
of you turning crystal raindrops
into snow
there I wait
for your kiss
and believe in the things
you do to me...

be as one
feel as one
dream as one
love as one...

maybe i'll finish that one sometime.

sims2..

karasu and emyli...

aujir is basically fucking everyone in the Shihong house [moia, jing'jia, huang, and emyli] except for his own son, Riaz, which he got from boning Moia the first night i made this family.... so he gets jealous anytime anyone gets lovie with his bitches.

8D lawl.

Kara decided to back Emy up.... afterward, Jing'Jia also yelled/bitchslapped him for hitting Emy. xD; She's more maternal than Moia is... XD;

Emy groping Kara's ass.

I OBJECT!!

i didn't feel like posting it but Aujir saw this and started sobbing.

Emy petting her little brother. xB

...who later grew up and now I just wish he'd die. XD ::tempted to put him in a wall and let him die.:: soo...sooo ugly... XD

I plan to move the adults outof this house >>; mwa. if I can anyway...if not I need to decide which to keep.
charas:
Tenna [seven;s mum], Seven [dahlia's man... it's a temporary name], Raiy, Yoh, Amelie [raiy/dahlia's mum], Dahlia, and Lush [Yoh's dad]

kou, random neightbour, vix and lysander... that woman's face was sruck like that...for some reason xD;

...xD see??

lol, fags. :'D

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 15:09:20 GMT

emy and kara. i doodled emy in pchat last night
before going to bed, then decided i wanted to do
a karasu too, but my BF was like "....." cos it was
sleeptime xD [my comp is on a stand next to our
bed, so i have to sit on the bed to use it...]
...so karasu was really rushed. xD

pic was..way too big orignally so i resized it
and added some colour.

and...i forgot to post these..they're a few days old.

dahlia

again...

vix..

time to go shower...

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 18:05:40 GMT

starring kou, vix and vix's parents...

god, i don't even know why. xD;

cowboy, take me away...
closer to heaven above
and closer to you...

he still has no name :l...

edit:

forgot his beardie.

kind of ugly pic xD;

more and more pchat...

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 04:37:37 GMT

sensing a trend?

pchat from yesterday..wanna finish it eventually. dahlia and her sexyloviebebe.

dahlia and her bebe's hand.

random doodle of him again. hes fun to draw... one of the chatters randomly
doodled a goat lady with him xD about this point this guy who'd been bugging
me to draw him guro art cleared the pchat so I am glad I got it before then..

fuckass...

random geisha i doodled on a diff handle... so the guy begging me for art
wouldn't recognize me. i pretended to be a maxican with bad english. xD

::shrug XD::

xDDD me and a bunch of others contributed to this. XD ::shrug::

J's playing Zelda... and he randomly found a bomb in a bush o_O;;????

same as above... that owl is way too fucking big.

...he really needs a name xD;

...yeah.

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 05:06:44 GMT

in a hurry..so no explainations..

:edit:
gonna explain them now xD

trying to come up with a boyfriend for dahlia...i
ended up just stealing an extra from my dream*scar
story. a uci agent who happens to be a unicorn...
only in d*s i imagined him to look in his late 20's.
he is young here for dahlia..<3

unplanned collab with a friend of raiy's..we drew
this for her since she can't pchat..:'(

uhm...more chibi yoh.

more art..

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 01:07:20 GMT

guess who D8

8D;

boy dahlia... only i imagine he would actially be younger, instead of
grownup and sexy like this xD

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 18:14:11 GMT

i editted the colours for my journal. cos this place apparently
makes you pay to make a custom layout. what bullshit xD;

anyway, i think i am gonna start using this jorunal to post some
of the junk art that doesn't make it onto my art site or my DA site.
cos there is like...a looott of art I never post on either...

i had drawn a traumatized looking harry going "ex..ex.....exp...expel...."
and had been planning to add a snape in the BG butt naked like "you can't
use that spell on a cock, potter!" or something stupid, but ki drew a random
ron before i got to snape so it turned into this xD

karasu, destroyer of love. and he doesn't even know.

cranky arliss [a werewolf]... she's half chinese. but is speaking japanese?
huh?

vix and kou drawing together.

my night elf hunter, jo. long story short, she's really a worg, and is quite
literally stupid. this pic doesn't really represent her personality very well...
i'll prolly add a lower half to this in photoshop.

actually the first pic drawn in the pchat... the cool dragon is by my friend
matt... but he ended up adding more to it after i capped this here...

random yoh.... that i drew next to jo.

drawn at work on a receipt...

this one too... over the span of a week. ::have to draw between customers
and floor work xD;..::

lawl...

Thu, 04 May 2006 04:11:36 GMT

everyone else has sexy journals...v.v ::tear::

i feel sad at this old ugly journal. here's new art to liven up:

my druid in WoW...cept her outfit isn't as cute.

:;scream::

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 17:24:57 GMT

>> Haha, I am totally not using pitas anymore. I was just posting a comment in a journal here and wanted to see my old posts while I was at it.

Then again. Maybe I shouldn't. I bet I was a whiney kid. e_e

Current journal: something stinks

>_> the fuck?

Wed, 01 Oct 2003 17:47:14 GMT

i decided to...give myself a new icon..since I come here to read friend's journals and comment on them..e.e;; andshit.

i was surprised to find this thing was still alive tho'.

i'm still using pitas: fleur.de.mal ...yeah.

Hmm -- goodbye cruel world.

Sun, 15 Apr 2001 03:43:56 GMT

Heh -- no, just..goodbye journal. 6_6 Live journal, anyway. I've started a new thing on pitas.com.

See? I really like Live Journal, but that place is more appealing and like...everyone I know's on that anyway. XD If like..anyone cares to keep intouch or whatever -- vix venack@aol.com or reticent vigil@aol.com.

Takami -- I'll get those pics to you sooooon! o_o!

....e.e;

Sat, 14 Apr 2001 14:31:50 GMT

I'm going to see Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon today. Mwaaa. It better be as good as they say it is......hmmmm..I really need to go take a shower, tho'...^^ ::Wave.:: I'll ramble about my day later -- y'know, after it happens! ^^

Whoo..x.x

Fri, 13 Apr 2001 22:36:51 GMT

Hm..my day was decent today and for that I am...supremely happy. Outdoor Ed. Heh. It was so windy out and we had to go across the lake [which is pretty big...^^;]. We were going into the wind both times 'cause the wind shifted. I'm gonna get some arm muscles, everyone..! Finally! XD

Yes. After school, I started working on a war poster advertisment for History -- I'm using the 'entertainment' factor. I found some pics of Hitler and I'm drawing on them to make him very feminine and wearing dresses and stuff...and his lil 'salute' thing is the 'beauty queen-esque waving greeting'...My Teacher, Michelle, thought what I've done so far is pretty funny. [I titled the poster, "Man of DIGNITY!!"

Hitler makes a nice woman.

Anyway..^^; I'm really hungry and sleeeepppyy as much as ever. I was doing power strokes in the canoe soooo .. o_o; I drained myself so bad. But I finally got my FY posters. They're so pretty. ^_^

OH! I finally finished chapter four of my Venack story! Last night..^^; I'm about to go HTML it onto the page now. o_o And that's the end up part one of my story!! I'm gonna start part two veryvery soon and I'll put up a teaser for it. I dunno if anyone's really reading it or will even care to stick around to see the whole thing because it's kinda soap-opera like in a way...only with a lot of blood. ^^;

Anyway -- check it.

www.angelfire.com/sd/venack

Later. ^_^;

.....I can't believe this... I can't fucking believe this!

Fri, 13 Apr 2001 01:26:56 GMT

Okay, my own MOTHER just accused me of smoking... and looking at my post from earlier, it just makes me feel like I'm about to break down. Dude, she just comes into my room and was like, "Why are you burning incense in here all the time?"
"...that's left over from three days a--"
"Oh God, your smoking...aren't you?"
".........."

Uhgngn...my own MOTHER. She thinks I'm going to screw up my life with drugs that I've never even TOUCHED. I was burning incense like a mofo a few days back because I spilt milk on my carpet and didn't get it all up so my room had a really bad smell. I can't stand being looked down upon like this -- it happens all the time. I get blaimed for so many things I don't do and now from my own mother. I just...feel like crying now. She thinks I'm gonna screw my life over with drugs like my dad and sister [yes, that's why I'm so against it -- mostly because my dad is dead over it and my sister got in bad trouble]. I'm just...tired. I know she's only worried she's gonna lose me too, but she compares me to them all the time, "that's what your sister said..." or, "that's how things were with your father..." and how am I supposed to reply to that to get it through her head? I've tried a thousand times and she says she understands -- but she doesn't. She always says something.

I need to get away from here...for a while. Or something. I need to sleep.. ::Sigh.:: Maybe I'll feel better after I sleep.

.Antischool.Antienergy.Antidrug.

Fri, 13 Apr 2001 00:13:37 GMT

Not much to say -- last few days have been shitty as ever and I've been so loaded with work I never have time to do what I like anymore without a teacher, like a guard from a prison, turning over my shoulder and stealing the precious things from me. I'm so tired of that prison-esque school -- I'm going to drop I think. Go for my GED [a High School diploma substitute] -- my scores say I'd pass it by far [I'm college level, they say] except in Math and for that, I could tolerate a few weeks, months if need be, of Math classes that might be a few hours long.

The only reason I attempt there is because of one class -- Outdoor Ed. I love that class; it's the only one I enjoy and going to hell is worth that small piece of pleasant experiences. We're canoeing down a river next Friday.

Anyway, I dunno if I said anything of it, but I'm really anemic. My doctor told me to take Vitamin B for it and it'd make me feel better and I'd be less sleepy as well -- no change so far. In fact, I think I'm more tired than ever. It's harder to concentrate on anything anymore. I hope I don't randomly pass out during our canoeing trip -- I doubt it would help me to escape the aligators.

I was offered to smoke out the other day by one of the girls at school -- a new one. I said no and she was like, "at least ONCE!" It's the first time someone has actually pursued in my answer. I said no again and she backed off. I hate that. I'm total straight edge [save being vegetarian] and I've never even thought about trying it before. Ever. It's stupid. I hate it. I hate it. It kills people right away, despite what they might think. They just die because it's all they want -- just the goddamn, fucking drugs and it makes me sick to watch them spiral. I hate it. I can't stress it enough and they really don't care what other people think. They don't care that I cried when I found out what they were doing. They didn't give a shit -- they think it's nothing wrong, like soon they won't find murder so wrong either. Dammit, I'm ranting and I don't give a shit, I just really need to get this out. ::Sigh.:: I think I'm done though.

....

..just what I was thinking about.

...tra?

Thu, 05 Apr 2001 19:48:08 GMT

Yeah -- so I figured that AOL just sucks total ass for about the 20th time this week. Nothing works right now -- the Buddy List is broken, the Mail Box says I have mail and when I open it, says it's empty. 9_9 And it lags like a ho. ::Sigggh.:: oh well. ^^

So, I've got this Comic what I'm sure everyone that's listened to me ramble knows about...But now I'm almost done with the fourth chapter of the written version I have. I have a Webpage for it, but it's really lacking in Graphics since I got my new computer... ._. But anyway, if anyone wants to look at it, the address is:

www.angelfire.com/sd/venack

It's best viewed on IE .. I forget what versions. ^^; There's a nifty, but common used Java script that takes forever to load on the enter page for some reason. ._. I may take it off because no one ever sees it anyway. XD

Yeah. ._. If anyone sees typos, tell me!! o.o I keep missing them..o.O! Hmm..I don't have a whole lot to say about my day because it was really boring. ^^; Nothing happened [Ms. Cathy didn't bother me..e.e...The Glare always works.] Hope you guys had a more entertaining day.

La...x.x;

Wed, 04 Apr 2001 20:13:05 GMT

WhatadaywhataDAY...long and annoying! Fiiirst, THAT MAN [XD ::Eyes to Lina.:: I have one too!], 'Hotey' [Hoyet..my stepdad. ._.] is just an ass and roaroaora...did a lot of things yesterday and this morning that just made me feel like I was PMSing. Anyway..since I was in a bad mood, I got sent out of Science for being...'defiant'...v.v Ms. Cathy is such a bitch. She put me in the MIDDLE of the room, even tho' I said I can't work there...Then it was like...

[Her] ..Heather, you need to work.
[Me] I already told you, I can't work here...??
[Her] Well, judging by your grades, you aren't working anywhere.
[Me] . . . . . ::Gives the patent Death Glare.::
[Her] .... Leave.

v.v I hate her...I really do. v.v; Roar.

Anyway....nothing else happened. The day was normal other than that. I feel like a fuck right now...bored as hell. ::Sigh.:: Great.

._.

Tue, 03 Apr 2001 19:29:24 GMT

::Slump.:: I got my report card today -- One B, One C...........and the rest are F's. Mum's gonna kill me. ::Frown.:: I really don't have much to say -- we canoed today in Outdoor Ed. Me and Ms. Sarah about gotrun into by Nikki and 'Kia. That would have sucked because I didn't wanna get wet today [very windy and the water was cold]...Hm....I got sun burned too -- if you ever saw me in person, you'd be like, "..isshealbino..?" 'cause I'm really fair. ._. Yeah...::Cough.:: I better go enjoy 'net time while possible...::Wave.::

._.

Tue, 03 Apr 2001 19:28:47 GMT

...hypothermia, anyone?

Thu, 29 Mar 2001 02:01:20 GMT

Yep. Tomorrow is a Swim Test for OE [outdoor ed]. Then Friday, we have a Canoe tipping test..heh. It's like...40 degrees out or something...and...WRONG...heh..COLD AND WRONG..and stuff.. ::Stare.:: Yeah.

I'm on an Arabic kick right now..music is mine. I must have it all. So...I'm listening to a bunch of it. Heh...::Pause.:: That Army show thing is on...gtg..! ::Run.::